So I dug out my many many paged "book" tonight and read some of it. Very heavy material. Very deep, very "out there and raw". It almost scared me to conjure up these old memories. There is a lot of raw material about sickness and health. It almost scared me so much, I don't know if I would ever release it as a book. I think I should - but I hesitate. It is too real. Too familiar. Things I almost forgot.
Here is a simple, basic, safer excerpt from my book.
From
"Sunsetta" Chapter 19.
Our daughter was born in August. Kim really wanted another child. She had two other kids with a prior marriage. I have another daughter. Both of us got raw deals. Her kids are wonderful kids and I have had the chance to help bring some things into their lives. One thing, creativity. I taught her son a lot of guitar. I was going to name my first daughter Sunsetta, but that didn't fly with her Mom, so I we named her Emma. So Sunsetta, was named Sunsetta.
During the birth of Sunsetta, I was in the delivery room. She (Kim)was receiving a C section. I sang my tune I wrote, "Gem" to Kim. It was a beautiful moment. Sunsetta had flipped inside during labor and getting her out into this world was difficult for the doctors.
The night before I heard what I will describe as a voice. It said "I think it's time". I said out loud, "Time for what??" It was like a godsend message. Next thing we know, Kim is in labor and I am taking her to the hospital. She got sent home and the next night, she delivered. ............. (very long book) that is a quick excerpt.
From my first studio effort. "GEM".
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