So much going on in life sometimes. I recall being younger and loving sleep. I remember being medicated too much or on very sedating meds and sleep sleep sleep. ZZZ. Now, these days, late to bed, early to rise, take a nap, try to stay up for life's surprise? I don't know. I hate sleeping sometimes. I feel like I am losing out on my life or life in general. Yeah, I like to sleep at times - a well needed nap, when I can't drag on anymore. We live in this existence where sleep is a requirement for us. I just get these moments where I know I could be very productive if only I did not have to go lay down, especially with music. Also, music is sometimes hard to do totally quietly, so I am glad I have one neighbor with a 20 some year old that plays drums. I do play and quit at respectable hours however, that's just the thing to do, I am lucky.
Today was a day I tried to lay down when my intercom (phone) was going off. My significant other said something about applying for a $30,000 grant. I was half awake and went up there to the computer. I gave her some information she needed. She thought it was legit and from a local church branch she attends (in person - online ) COVID. So, I went back to lay down again and it rang again. She said they needed money to FED EX it. I said "What? Wait!" SCAM! "You didn't give them any numbers did you?" No.. thankfully NO. You have to be very careful with this stuff. Even the person with the sharpest mind and eyes can be fooled at times. Crisis Averted. So, I told her she should call the person whose profile got hacked and tell them what is going on. Sure enough, it wasn't them, it was a hack. Crazy Life! You can't be too careful!
Besides her Mom going home today from surgeries. I had been sleeping on a bed I put in my basement when we moved in. Our cat was with me too. She actually was meowing and talking a lot while here. In the night, when I tried to sleep especially. It sounded like she was saying "Mom" MOOOOOOM" - missing her mother figure (significant other) They are very close. She was down here with me a week. The only time I was not around a lot was when I had to work the weekend. I had our daughter check on the cat during the day, so she wouldn't get too depressed.
Later this month, my significant will be leaving the area for other relatives. Things have been challenging all around, FOR everyone. Including you I am sure. Just remember- you are strong and you are resilent and you can do this!! Anyway, it won't be much a vaca as I will be working while they are gone that weekend. I am not sure when they will be coming back for sure. I should get at least one day in that is mine and only mine! That would be nice.
That's my blog for now! Get to bed!
Here is a song off from my new album. Karmic Satisfaction for YOU.
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