3 AM. Jamming out. A little loud. Nice. SWEET. Cool. Alanis used to be a major earth shaking event for me lol. I used to play her on the jukebox in Gouverneur, NY. My father was not a big fan. He would say "Let them Have Fun". Talking about the other people playing the jukebox lol. I miss my father. He used to call Steven Tyler, my idol, hero. (DURING the Run DMC era) with "Walk this Way". I actually got him to like some tunes of theirs after a while. "Angel", "What it Takes", but I think only because of the nasty divorce he went through with my Mom.
I am waiting for my new music mixer since the last one went up in smoke. I didn't get the same brand again, this time Yamaha. I have so much in mind and heart to record. It's just a matter of getting it out of myself. I must communicate, communicate, communicate though music. Even if playing or having one person in the world that listens, it's important to me. It means so much to play and make music to me. A lot of listeners or a little. Just one person matters. If I can help them and or get them out of their issues of the day, cool.
Some days, I love life, other days, not so much lol. Well, it is a double edged sword. When I truly am over affectionate for life and thirsting I think... geez. We die. I hate it, I want to live here forever and then I come to the realization that there will most likely be more wars, famine etc. to fight over. The sun will die. Can we borrow a star please? Anyone?? out there? We are orbiting a campfire in the sky on a big rock. How important are we? We are only as important as we think we are and carry on to be. (to others and ourselves) Please be a God because I need something after this life. Something. Whatever that is.
Current songs listening to- VHalen, Alanis, Lenny K, Def L. (nothing abnormal)
Mik (Kim) had an interview yesterday about a class she took, through Linking Lewis County. She went to a local restaurant (Jeb's) - where I have never had a bad meal* - afterwards for some grub with that crew, after. Good for her. Aside from needing a double knee replacement, things are going good for her. She also is being placed in a new magazine out of Syracuse NY. (writing, poetry) Congratulations! Kim. I think the interview should be on the news or posted on their site down the road here. Kim is half of Beauty in the Chaos, which is part of my music exploration. I wish we would do another disc, but I don't think she will. You hear me Mik? Beauty in the Chaos is the name of my business as well. I make some business off from streams and sales etc. Playing Out, even though it has been a long time since playing out and Covid, being a solo artist is hard to play all the instruments alone at once- clone myself like the movie MULTIPLICITY I guess.
So after my work weekend, I am usually very tired part of the week and I have not shaved this face all week. I guess today I better do that to gear up for another weekend at the site.
Have a good day, good week, good night.
- Billzilla.
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